{"id":8889,"date":"2010-11-26T16:44:22","date_gmt":"2010-11-26T21:44:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.paginiromanesti.ca\/?p=8889"},"modified":"2010-11-26T16:44:22","modified_gmt":"2010-11-26T21:44:22","slug":"patria-ca-o-umbra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/paginiromanesti.ca\/2010\/11\/26\/patria-ca-o-umbra\/","title":{"rendered":"Patria ca o umbr\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Motto: Po\u0163i s\u0103 nu fii deloc patriot \u015fi cu toate astea s\u0103 te doar\u0103 ruperea de \u0163ara ta. Nu e numaidec\u00e2t\u00a0 na\u0163ionalism, ci un fel de \u201cplacentarism\u201d geografic. V. B\u0103ncil\u0103 c\u0103tre B. Munteanu (Paris) <\/em><\/p>\n<p>Disident nu am fost. Nu am fost deportat, b\u0103\u00adtut, mutilat sau traumatizat de c\u0103tre organele de re\u00adpresiu\u00adne comunist\u0103. Nu am trecut prin Zarca de la Aiud, nu am t\u0103iat stuf la Periprava, nici stof\u0103 de re-\u00advolu\u0163ionar postdecembrist nu am avut. \u015eters, amorf, cu uto\u00adpice reverii livre\u015fti de a vedea lumea, purtam docil cenu\u015fia uniform\u0103 a gloatei.<\/p>\n<p>Paradoxal, prim\u0103vara anului 1990 m-a g\u0103sit la Berlin. Valul emigr\u0103rii m\u0103 lovise din plin. Cum construc\u0163ia precede proiectul, ca la mai tot rom\u00e2nul, la \u00eentrebarea ce caut pe acea banc\u0103 de pe malul Ha\u00advel-ului (undeva, \u00een Spandau), r\u0103spunsul m\u0103 ocolea. Nu sunt nici Cizik din Cracovia, nici arabul din Ca\u00adi\u00adro, s\u0103 dau inutil ocol lumii pentru ca, \u00een final, s\u0103 g\u0103\u00adsesc comoara la mine \u00een ograd\u0103. Nabab nu am fost nici \u00een cele mai frumoase vise. Nu m\u0103 ispitea o tra\u00adiectorie circular\u0103, o \u00eenchidere a buclei \u00een Patrie, lo\u00adcul de unde pornisem. Eram hot\u0103r\u00e2t s\u0103 urmez vec\u00adtorul acestei aventuri, dac\u0103 despre aventur\u0103 poate fi vorba. Au ur\u00admat alte c\u00e2teva ora\u015fe &#8211; Aalen, Schw\u00e4bisch Gm\u00fcnd, Frankfurt am Main &#8211; unde inadaptabilitatea \u015fi-a f\u0103cut de cap. \u015ei nu nem\u0163ii erau de vin\u0103. S\u0103 fie bles\u00adtemul Patriei o pedeaps\u0103 etern\u0103 pentru infidelitate?<\/p>\n<p>Meine Heimat, doamn\u0103 M\u00fcller, m\u0103 urm\u0103re\u015fte per\u00admanent. Din nefericire, iubirea e cu n\u0103b\u0103d\u0103i: c\u00e2nd rece, platonic\u0103, c\u00e2nd fier\u00adbin\u00adte, d\u00e2nd \u00een clocot, la cine \u015ftie ce grandioas\u0103 isprav\u0103 rom\u00e2\u00adneas\u00ad\u00adc\u0103. \u00centreba\u0163i un trec\u0103tor oarecare dintr-un ora\u015f rom\u00e2nesc: \u201cCe-i Patria?\u201d. Se va uita la tine ca la un extraterestru, va da a leha\u00admite din m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi va pleca mai departe. Dez\u00ad\u0163\u0103ratul, crede\u0163i-m\u0103, trec\u00e2nd prin c\u00e2teva v\u0103mi ale sufletului, are o alt\u0103 percep\u0163ie a subiectului. Umbrele grele ale \u00eenstr\u0103i\u00adn\u0103\u00adrii in\u00adduc \u00een el un sumbru sentiment de regret \u015fi vino\u00adv\u0103\u00ad\u0163ie. \u201cC\u00e2t\u0103 vreme dureaz\u0103 remu\u015f\u00adcarea dureaz\u0103 \u015fi vina\u201d, ne avertizeaz\u0103\u00a0 J.L.Borges, iar la un dezr\u0103d\u0103cinat, re\u00admu\u015f\u00adca\u00adrea e o ve\u015fnic\u0103 umbr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>\u00centre timp am trecut Atlanticul, stabilindu-m\u0103 \u00een Canada. Pro\u00adbleme noi, solu\u0163ii par\u0163iale, multe \u00een\u00adtreb\u0103ri \u015fi pu\u0163ine r\u0103s\u00adpun\u00adsuri, material suficient pentru o posibil\u0103 carte a \u00eenstr\u0103i\u00adn\u0103rii.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cemi povestea unul de-al locului o \u00eent\u00e2mplare plin\u0103 de t\u00e2lc, petrecut\u0103 la o unitate militar\u0103 din Si\u00adbiu. Dup\u0103 o expunere pe tema patriotismului, c\u0103pitanul vroia s\u0103 \u015ftie ce au \u00een\u0163eles solda\u0163ii: \u201cSoldat Par\u00adtenie, ce-i Patria?\u201d \u201cPatria e mama mea\u201d, r\u0103spun\u00adde Partenie. \u201cSoldat Klein, ce-i Patria?\u201d \u201cPatria e mama lui Parte\u00adnie\u201d, r\u0103spunde Klein. V\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg doamn\u0103 M\u00fcller, sunte\u0163i de partea lui Klein, iar eu nu am c\u0103derea s\u0103 judec un sentiment etnic cu profunde conota\u00ad\u0163ii ontologice. Roba judec\u0103torului este prea larg\u0103 pentru mine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIdealul german este eroul, iar nu sf\u00e2ntul\u201d, scrie undeva E. Cioran. Nu \u015ftiu cum sta\u0163i cu sfin\u00ad\u0163enia (sfin\u00ad\u0163i sunt cu nemiluita!), dar erou (tot mai rari!) sunte\u0163i cu certitudine. S\u0103 treci prin at\u00e2tea dra\u00adme suflete\u015fti, s\u0103 \u0163ii mereu capul sus, s\u0103 fii \u00eencunu\u00adna\u00adt\u0103 cu Premiul No\u00adbel, astea toate \u0163in de o alt\u0103 pl\u0103\u00adma\u00add\u0103 uman\u0103. De altfel, eroii n-au Patrie, ei sunt universali, apar\u0163in umanit\u0103\u0163ii. Iat\u0103 de ce v\u0103 admir, doamn\u0103 M\u00fc\u00adller!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Motto: Po\u0163i s\u0103 nu fii deloc patriot \u015fi cu toate astea s\u0103 te doar\u0103 ruperea de \u0163ara ta. Nu e numaidec\u00e2t\u00a0 na\u0163ionalism, ci un fel de \u201cplacentarism\u201d geografic. V. B\u0103ncil\u0103 c\u0103tre B. Munteanu (Paris) Disident nu am fost. Nu am fost deportat, b\u0103\u00adtut, mutilat sau traumatizat de c\u0103tre organele de re\u00adpresiu\u00adne comunist\u0103. 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